los angeles confuses me less and more all the time

I loved spending the weekend in L.A. with Syrena, and visiting Biola was really cool, but my brain went all crazy and started asking a lot of really big existential questions.
I won't even write them down here because your head will start hurting too.

I don't really know how I feel about all of it.

It's a good feeling... it's just one that's pretty unclear.
But something big is going to happen, I can smell it in the summer wind.
My view life will soon be redefined, or perhaps it already has been.